Finding Myself Again: What the ISFP Test Taught Me About How I Lead

A few days ago, I took one of those personality tests—not because I had extra time, but because I felt lost. I’ve been building Buckeye Plans for years now, working long days, carrying the pressure of every deadline, every payroll, every plan. Somewhere along the way, I stopped checking in with myself.

When I got my result—ISFP, “The Adventurer”—it hit me harder than I expected. It didn’t fix everything, but it helped me understand myself better. And I realized I’ve been leading this company in a way that reflects who I really am… even if I didn’t know the name for it until now.

I’m Not the Shouting CEO. I’m the Listening One.

ISFPs are known for being quiet, observant, and deeply driven by personal values. That’s me to a T. I’m not the kind of leader who thrives on power plays or attention. I’ve always cared more about the work we’re doing and the people we’re doing it for.

At Buckeye Plans, that’s meant building a team that feels like family. I try to lead with empathy, with care. We don’t just draw house plans—we draw out people’s dreams. And that starts with listening.

I Crave Creativity and Meaning

What I’ve always loved about this business is the creative side. I’m happiest when I’m sketching a new idea, tweaking a layout to match someone’s vision, or helping a client find just the right design to fit their land, their lifestyle, their forever.

But the ISFP part of me also needs that meaning. It’s not just about drawing something that looks good—it’s about creating something that feels right. Every plan we’ve designed, every post we’ve shared, it’s all a reflection of that deeper purpose.

Growth Hurts Sometimes—But I’m Learning

One thing the test reminded me of is that ISFPs struggle with structure and conflict. That’s been true for me. Running a business means making hard calls—ones I’d rather avoid. But I’m learning. I’ve grown by surrounding myself with people who challenge me in the right ways.

Sometimes I get it wrong. Sometimes I shut down or overthink. But I’m working on it. And reading more about who I am underneath all the pressure helped me feel less ashamed of the parts I thought were flaws. They’re just parts of me that need grace—and practice.

Buckeye Plans Is Me, In Blueprint Form

This company was born from a mix of passion, struggle, and a need to feel like I could build something lasting. Turns out, that’s what ISFPs do best—we quietly create things that matter.

If you’ve ever worked with us and thought, “These guys really care,” now you know why. It’s built into the heart of who I am. And if you’re out there feeling a little lost like I was, I want to say: you’re not broken. Maybe you just haven’t heard your own voice in a while.

Thanks for following along. I’m still learning who I am, but I’m proud of what we’ve built—and I’m excited for what’s next.

—Howie